28/5/03 1:53

As always.

Malam ini i have insomnia again. Even Dido's Thank You nggak nolong. A thousand of thoughts went through my head..

Lagu berikutnya Girlfriend dari Alicia Keys. Mmm. Nice concept. Gimana ya kalo ada cewek ala Alicia Keys jealous of 'my girlfriend'? Not gonna happen!!

1. Gue nggak kenal alicia keys.
2. She would have to be very special sehingga gue lebih milih dia ketimbang Ms. Keys

Although...

Gue cukup bisa ngerti apa maksudnya. Been there done that. Dan kesimpulannya sama. Lo nggak bisa rubah fakta bahwa she/he is in love with someone other than you. It's okay. I guess.

Ah. Teori

Kalau ngutip lagunya Daniel Bedingfield kayaknya klop. Apalagi pas chorusnya. "If you are not the one then why does my heart tell me that i am". Top abis tuh lirik. Terbukti membuatnya banyak orang jadi gila.

Meaning? Apa pun yang lo percaya dan berusaha percaya, you can't change the way you feel. About him/her. There is no soft words to make it less painful. Lo juga nggak bisa begitu aja ngerubah how she/he feels about you. Well nggak langsung lah.

So what do you do?

Apa lo sulking atau anggap lalu aja? No way, apalagi kalo he/she's so close but yet so far. Or do the honorable thing and let her go. Let her be happy with someone who is not you.

Me, i'm still figurlng the answer.