[Listening to: Prayer - Disturbed - Believe (03:40)]

6/12/03 7:03 pm

it's been awhile

have you looked to the sky tonight? its a full moon tonight

Ah, Amy Lee and friends sudah beralih dari 'Before the dawn' ke 'Breathe no more'. Beberapa hari yang lalu, i've sent the link dan lyrics to the two songs to Detta. So how was it, Det? Tolong diingat ini lagu-lagu demo mereka dulu, so naturally it still have some rough edges.

I love Evanescence. Sudah lama gue nggak pcrnah nemu band yang seluruh albumnya gue suka. While Bring Me to .Life jadi lagu yang 'put them on the map', lagu-lagu seperti 'Missing' - thanks to Detta - dan 'Haunted' are songs whlch really speaks to me on a pevsonal level. In someways, gue suka gabungan suara dan lyrics yang cukup 'poetic' dari Evanescence.

Ah malam seperti ini is the nights of memorable dreams. Seperti yang ditulis Amy Lee - this dream if not real but it is ours -.

'life is but a dream' or is it? is anything/everything 'real'? Pernah bertanya apakah semua yang kita alami itu real? Kayaknya jawabannya sama dengan pertanyaan 'does it matter/is lt worth it?' kita yang menentukan apakah yang kita alami itu real/matters atau tidak. kenangan yang kita simpan adalah imprints of how we put a perspective in the events sebelum saat ini. This are not facts, truths yang scientifically credible. So i guess, it is not real. Not scientifically anyway.

From nothing (real), mengumpulkan kenangan yang juga tidak real and eventually be nothing real. Sama dengan arti kata 'Evanescence' yang berarti 'to disappear like vapor'. Tentu if you believe any of the main rellgions, you also believe that there if something else. You don't know but you believe.

why do we believe? Personally i believe its make living and existence bareable.

Even i believe.